Summary-

Tried to buy a house but can't (I'm a stupid ass)
No inflatables from me nor rendering for a few more years.
Family does not approve of furries nor inflatables (furries I understand, the other, I don't)

Explanation-

So, I just tried to get a loan to get a house and expand my business, well, I can't because I don't have 2 years of work experience and I'm not going to get into family signing on the loan.

Also realized how much of a dumbshit I really am, I've been self employed since 2003, but since I did not claim any of the income on taxes, it can not be used as a reference for the loan, plus I capped my self at 20,000 a year so I didn't have to claim taxes (also, all was cash or paypal).

I need 100,000

So, heres my options now.

Get a normal job for 2 years and then get a house.
Or
Legitimize the business, put up with family for 2 years to get the loan.
Or
Make 100,000

Now, what I might do is legit the business and make what I can, put up with family.

Heres the really sucky part, either way I go I'll still be living with my parents, that mean no inflatable making, no cons, and no suits. My family does not approve of such stuff and I may lose every by being in it. This is the reason for not showing pics, if they see them (my room is rather unique), bye bye everything.


So excuse me while I say this....


FUCK!

Yes, my dilemma is solved, kinda. I sold enough stuff to license and insure the cars and trucks. Two cars are being scrapped, but they were just rotting any way.

I got a quote from Esurance, $1000 (6 months) for the four vehicles, or $200 a month. Now of course I'm going the monthly route just to keep the vehicles. As for my dump truck, I'll be putting that on the road and haul dirt as an owner/operator, thats about $750.

So this weekend I'll be hauling the scrap out to a scrap yard. If any one needs parts off a 1981 crown vic or a 1974 ranchero, let me know, allot of the parts are interchangeable with murc grands, mustangs, maverics, cougars, and many other ford and murc cars (even trucks).

Oh, as for the pro trucks, I put them in carports so they're good, the dragsters are being licensed, Esurance thinks they're stock....... Thats all they need to know......

Well, first off,

Merry X-mas.
Happy new year.
Happy birth day to me (it was in jan)
Happy birth to any one else.
Happy April fools day.
and any other holiday I missed.

Any way, heres the update. Been looking for work with no luck, only low pay odd jobs. I don't even have enough money to go racing now. Ontop that some new neighbors moved in and complained about the cars, now the ordinance officers are forcing me to remove them. That includes my dragsters and pro trucks.

The cars must be either enclosed or licensed, and only one can be non-licensed as a race vehicle, but I have 4 race vehicles. I'm trying to raise enough money to license my F-250, Bronco and my 87 and 85 vic ($1500) and then enclose my race vehicles (about $2000). But I will have to scrap two cars, I can cope with that.

So any way I’m liquidating allot of stuff, including my inflatable collection and star wars stuff. I already sold the rare stuff to a local friend, and most of the rest is going at a local yard sale. If any ones reading this and wants any whales (intex and bestway), alligators (large intex), sharks (all kinds plus a huge watergear shark from over seas), and any old school star wars toys (I even have the dog like/size At-At) speak now or forever hold your piece. As for jets stuff, I'm still mildly stock and those are going as well.

So heres hoping I can get enough money to save my cars, if not, there goes over $50,000 of race vehicles.

Good news everybody. Turns out my 500gb HDD just had a burnt out board, I replaced the board, so, my 3D/textures library is intact and the drive sounds great.

Now the bad news, I forgot the HDD password and is has a anti-hack program on it (didn't want any one taking my stuff).

But good news on that, the password is written in a piece of paper in my password lock box.

Bad news, I lost the key.

Good news, I have a spare key in my key ring lock box in my cabin.

Bad news, I broke the key to that last month.

But I do have a spare to it, witch is located..... in the king ring lock box.

Damn

On another note, I learned how to skin in blender.

Anyway, still job searching, still loosing my sanity, or whats left of it. Blah

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