Summary-

Tried to buy a house but can't (I'm a stupid ass)
No inflatables from me nor rendering for a few more years.
Family does not approve of furries nor inflatables (furries I understand, the other, I don't)

Explanation-

So, I just tried to get a loan to get a house and expand my business, well, I can't because I don't have 2 years of work experience and I'm not going to get into family signing on the loan.

Also realized how much of a dumbshit I really am, I've been self employed since 2003, but since I did not claim any of the income on taxes, it can not be used as a reference for the loan, plus I capped my self at 20,000 a year so I didn't have to claim taxes (also, all was cash or paypal).

I need 100,000

So, heres my options now.

Get a normal job for 2 years and then get a house.
Or
Legitimize the business, put up with family for 2 years to get the loan.
Or
Make 100,000

Now, what I might do is legit the business and make what I can, put up with family.

Heres the really sucky part, either way I go I'll still be living with my parents, that mean no inflatable making, no cons, and no suits. My family does not approve of such stuff and I may lose every by being in it. This is the reason for not showing pics, if they see them (my room is rather unique), bye bye everything.


So excuse me while I say this....


FUCK!